surrounded by turmoul
i found my home in our embrace
ds
i wonder if you can guess
when you leave
you are never really gone
i find you in everything i do
for is there any other way to live not?
3:16am
i lay here in so much pain
you feel so close yet so far away
...
i can't even finish this i'm so cooked. i can't stop crying
you never realized
how much you meant to me
maybe because,
afraid of pushing you away,
i kept everything inside,
never found the courage
to tell you how i felt
and in the end,
i lost
loving you was so easy
but it was so painful too
through the lowest of the lows
i was there
slowly eaten away
a living husk of who i once was
i give until i have nothing
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