i wonder if you read my writing

would you find it interesting? would you dissect the meaning behind it? would you read it more than once? would it get boring to you? i may not have much writing experience, but i like to think i make up for it in emotion. in storytelling (maybe not so much that). but maybe how my brain thinks? idk.

i wonder if you think about me. if you sift through memories like i do. if you still cry about me like i cry about you. the first time you've probably experienced me crying. me fully opening my heart to you. me baring my soul to you. only you. there is so much that you don't know. so many thoughts. so many feelings. i wonder if you were shocked. i wonder how you felt about me crying. how you felt about me baring my soul to you. i wonder how you feel now. what's going through your mind at any moment. if you still feel feelings like you used to. if you still dream the way you did. or do you feel trapped like i once did? do you feel like you've lost part of yourself? are you on the right path? are you following the river home? more importantly do you have loved ones beside you along the way? have you found your home?